Monday, December 31, 2012
i've just finished watching strong heart halfway... e-hyun shi was talking about how great her father is.. somehow it makes me reflect on my life and i feel like i've never thank my dad enough. we don't live lavishly nor do we live scraping by. even though i've hardly ever get to go on a shopping spree there's always enough to eat and i almost always get the latest toys. on top of that i've been to many countries thanks to him. Melbourne, London, Brisbane, Turkey, Perth, Paris. this journey around the world that makes me open my eyes and thank myself for being a singaporean. i always complain about the weather or the people's character but everytime i'm abroad and i see the lifes they live, i take being a singaporean anytime. we are so freaking bless! the things bad here are arent half as bad what people in other countries are facing. knowing that there are people i can trust and that help is everywhere when it is needed. it's true what they say, go abroad, travel, and it'll open up your eyes. i'm going to finish up this post with a thank you note to my dad. 'thanks for being my dad. i'm always grateful with whatever you've done for me. keep being the dad i'm proud of. you're the bestest dad in the whole wide world i swear. saranghae appa<3'
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Friday, December 28, 2012
aeghi ah... mian he... chalmutesoh... appareul, yaksokhageh, nan anneh. shimshim ya...
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Thursday, December 27, 2012
from the start i hated choosing. if u expect something of me, expect to be disappointed always. rather then having to choose i rather be comfortable by myself. why act like my actions influence you so much. are we close? have we even hold a proper conversation before? oppso janayo... stop giving me the evil eye as if i wronged you greatly. i have no intentions to make friends or welcome new people to my life. i was never social able and i'm gonna keep living my life that way. dont approach me. not even a greeting. i dont like it when people get upset over trivial matters like this. things that shouldnt be concern off has already come off as if i made a new enemy. does that even make sense????
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2:04 AM
Tuesday, December 25, 2012
With Love,
Xx.
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Thursday, December 20, 2012
Cappucino stirring me awake. Not really working...ㅠㅠ
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Tuesday, December 18, 2012
It's 25°.. Sipping hot cocoa like this. Its a great day isnt it?~~^^
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8:53 PM
Chuketa~~^^ the weather is perfect for knitted jumper and furry cardigan. 2012 is ending and i cant seem to remember my resolution for the year...
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8:01 PM
Senggakheba, nan yeoja aniya..
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3:54 PM
i really dont understand for a werewolf boy. someone waited for you for 50 years, you dont even have the decency to say a mere goodbye. that letting him keep the house doesnt seem that very noble now does it. chincha yaegi oppso. ottoke.. ottoke haneunde?
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Thursday, December 13, 2012
(Home Is Not A Place) on ThoughtCatalog-
"In the past year, the idea of one residence for my soul has become more and more impractical. But if home has to be a physical space, its area isn't something I could map out if I tried. Any sense of belonging I have oscillates between being too big and too small to comprehend. For though my home spans oceans, it is no smaller than the gap between our bodies at night and no wider than the periphery of your embrace."
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7:40 PM
i'm suppose to be a asleep now but i'm too nervous for my interview tomorrow, what is sleep!??! lol. dig around for my diploma cert because unlike normal human being who displayed theirs proudly on walls, i had mine hidden away in boxes. its not that i'm not proud of my school, i love my school despite my grades. i'm just full of regret that i didnt put enough effort. i finally read through my transcript, i'm actually quite amaze with myself lol. i barely learn a thing but my grades, it wasn't disgustingly bad. if i had put in effort maybe, it could turn out great. school, you dont know the importance of it until you're out of it and by then everything is too late. is it too much to ask for a 2nd chance at life? hah. here i go again.... i again finally check out my graduation book and under graduation with merits, i saw my crush name!!!!!!!! LOL. i swear i really have a thing for cute nerds. and then i saw another name. this guy who always try to talk me out into attending class on time. lol. he gave up on the 12th lesson. i was in the same team with him for maybe about 9 weeks and i swear, apart from the occasional suggestions and voicing out opinions through discussion, we pretty much slack cause he said there wasnt much to do. tskkkkk of course every braniac would say that! i should have known! lol. i suddenly miss him. he's probably in uni now. i remember everyone in that class has a Uni they each aiming to get into. and then there was me who couldnt wait to get over and done with school. lol. it's been 2 years now. TIME FUCKING FLIES!
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3:50 AM
Wednesday, December 12, 2012
so angry i wanna scream and shout and just punch the fuck out. seriously, when i get it, none is going to be yours. why should i. u dont deserve it. makes me feel like shit, single me out, pointedly disgrace me without fail. blood is thicker then water my ass.
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11:53 PM
Tuesday, December 11, 2012
sometimes i wonder if i gave in to temptation will my life turns out differently? stripping out on all my principles, and just acting out on what i think is right.. heck, who am i kidding, the things i dare myself to do.
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Monday, December 10, 2012
Just got off from my coffee run.. Tsk tsk i feel like an adult now for that. Staining my teeth badly at that.. My childhood friend is getting engaged this christmas! Why is almost everyone in the rush to settle down?? Is it the world is ending? The need to have a family rises above all else??? 23! Who get married at that age??? What about the adolescent years u'll miss out on?? It's not like u're gonna have 2 chances at life. I really dont understand... But still, congrats love. You'll be the most beautiful bride on earth!<3<3<3 see u on your wedding day!xx
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Saturday, December 8, 2012
i'm going to be really lazy and just post up pictures.. It rained! that explained my 7th picture. took it while waiting for the rain to subside which took 2 hours-.- we just roam around all the merchandise store in a poncho they sell there for SGD3... umbrella there cost SGD30... go figure. rode all roller coasters. the adrenaline was awesome. took it alone cause no one else dared -.- mummy ride wasnt scary. what i find scary is the alleyway to the ride! i was alone and freaking shit light kept flickering. all in all, USS was awesome. planning to go there again with B soon. that woman took battlestar galactica cyclon & human 10 times!!!!!! it was too crowded when i went... wasnt possible.
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Thursday, December 6, 2012
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
my lee jong suk crush is ever growing ever since school 2013 started!!^^ i'm so hooked. the show story line is superb. i see so much potential, i'm literally dying for ep4 to come right this moment. lol. for now, secret garden would have to do to ease my obsession for him. ahh! did i mention my other favorite Daniel choi is in too?^^
visiting universal studios tomorrow. hopefully the rain decides to a take a well deserve break. kkkkkkk. really wanna ride all the rollercoasters!!
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Monday, December 3, 2012
The day started off freakish bad luck max. I'm afraid of what's to come now....
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1:46 PM
drinking coffee at this hour.. i must have really gone mad. why does ice vanilla latte taste especially good at night??
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