Thursday, December 13, 2012
i'm suppose to be a asleep now but i'm too nervous for my interview tomorrow, what is sleep!??! lol. dig around for my diploma cert because unlike normal human being who displayed theirs proudly on walls, i had mine hidden away in boxes. its not that i'm not proud of my school, i love my school despite my grades. i'm just full of regret that i didnt put enough effort. i finally read through my transcript, i'm actually quite amaze with myself lol. i barely learn a thing but my grades, it wasn't disgustingly bad. if i had put in effort maybe, it could turn out great. school, you dont know the importance of it until you're out of it and by then everything is too late. is it too much to ask for a 2nd chance at life? hah. here i go again.... i again finally check out my graduation book and under graduation with merits, i saw my crush name!!!!!!!! LOL. i swear i really have a thing for cute nerds. and then i saw another name. this guy who always try to talk me out into attending class on time. lol. he gave up on the 12th lesson. i was in the same team with him for maybe about 9 weeks and i swear, apart from the occasional suggestions and voicing out opinions through discussion, we pretty much slack cause he said there wasnt much to do. tskkkkk of course every braniac would say that! i should have known! lol. i suddenly miss him. he's probably in uni now. i remember everyone in that class has a Uni they each aiming to get into. and then there was me who couldnt wait to get over and done with school. lol. it's been 2 years now. TIME FUCKING FLIES!
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