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Axxa.

24yrs. Pisces

You've got such beautiful words but none which block the rain, bandage my wounds, nor build a home.

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Monday, October 21, 2013

"so you're gone and i'm haunted
And i bet you are just fine
Did i make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life”
― A Fine Fren

“So here’s my question: when you lose the most important person to you in the entire world, where is all the love – love you never even knew you were capable of – supposed to go?”
― Ted Michael, Crash Test Love

“You can’t turn love on and off like a light switch, no matter how hard you try. All you can do is wall it off, one brick at a time, until you’ve created an impenetrable fortress around your emotions. And once that fortress is built, you camouflage it so well that even you can’t see it anymore.”
― Katherine Allred, The Sweet Gum Tree

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i finally open up my heart to someone only to let all my self worth amount to nothing.. i never learn do i? why am i born with one.. i need to be rid of feelings stat. why does it always hurt so much the same.

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Saturday, October 12, 2013

I know somewhere Deep in my soul, That love never lasts.
I've always lived like this. Keeping a comfortable distance.
And up until now, I had sworn to myself that I'm content With loneliness.
Because none of it was ever worth the risk.
well, you are the only exception.

Cause after all this time, I’m still into you.
I should be over all the butterflies, But I’m into you.
And baby even on our worst nights, I’m into you.
Baby not a day goes by that I’m not into you.

it's the weekend and i don't have a job! hello world. i'm too damn broke to even get anywhere that doesn't requires public transportation. this is sad really. i'm 23. is this normal? urgh. i could try with my credit card but i don't really wanna max it out spending other then necessities. thank goodness at least some of my priorities is still intact.

rants aside, just got my heart broken again for like the 10th time? the next time i ever even the slightest feel something, do me a favour and stab me straight in the gut? people keep going at me to respect yourself enough to walk away but how could you when u know they're the reason you feel happy. even that slightest bit i'll gladly take it. they take up all the space in your mind. the butterfly in the stomach. how do you just get over that. and remind me how it took me 3 damn years to finally feel like this again after 100 of dates. it's like a rarity. it finally happen but it didnt even last 1 year. maybe i'm really a difficult person to be with? i mean there has to be a fault in me for it to always fail right? lord could someone point that out to me? what in the hell is freaking wrong with me?)':

i have loads of things to get it out my chest but i'm boiling water for my noodles and i dont really wanna burn the kitchen. be back! this post is gonna be the longest essays i have ever written in my life. i just knew it!

H.