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Axxa.

24yrs. Pisces

You've got such beautiful words but none which block the rain, bandage my wounds, nor build a home.

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Monday, February 24, 2014

I beg of you with all my self-worth, pls pls let me let him go. I tried so fuxking hard and i still can't. Its only u left, the almigty who could undo this toxic love spell. This patience in me. Freeze it. This subsiding anger in me, prolong it. And this selfless love for me towards him... dissipate it. I need to be able to breathe and see that they are better guys out there for me. If i keep being blinded like this, how else could i possibly see. I dont want to stay in this madness of a forbidden unappreciated love. I feel disfigured. I feel rotten straight up my guts. God pls help me.

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Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Ya allah hapuskanlah rasa syg ni if he's not the one for me. I don't know how strong more i can go right now. I'm so tired. You wouldnt put me through things i cant handle right... right now i dont think i can do it anymore. Please give me a sign.

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Tuesday, February 11, 2014

I will never understand the logic behind because u're rich u are entitled to treat people like shit. I hope u get malicious cancer from that rotten attitude of yours. One when worms literally crawl out of your fucking skin.

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Friday, February 7, 2014

spent the day crying my hearts out. this girl i barely knew in my life just experience the sudden passing of her beloved boyfriend. i can't imagine what she's going through right now and only pray god give her all the strength in the world for her to move on. i knew for certain if it were me i wouldn't for the life of me able to survive that. so squishy you can break me all you want, till all your sadistic needs are fully satisfied but god forbid just don't fucking die on me. pls don't syg. i beg of you

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

alhamdulillah. thank you lord for gifting this miracle to me(: i couldnt remember the last time i felt so loved! i knew the second when things went wrong in the morning it's only because good things are finally happening. i love you so fucking much. you are not and will never be forgotten. amen.

god bless.

Monday, February 3, 2014

things always happen for a reason right? if you would like to hint me that would be great too. but nonetheless, i'm a firm believer of faith so there's probably a perfectly logical reason behind this. god bless me.