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Axxa.

24yrs. Pisces

You've got such beautiful words but none which block the rain, bandage my wounds, nor build a home.


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Wednesday, April 23, 2014

stay optimistic. I remember that the reason I’m with him in the first place is because we have a shit ton of fun together. I can’t control the fact that he loves someone else more than me, but I can focus on taking my feelings into account and respecting myself enough to say, yes I do love him and that’s okay. I can sleep soundly knowing that this situation might close one door for me, but it opens a hundred others. I’m going to be okay, but for now I’m enjoying my expiration date relationship. 

 There are some very cool things about having an expiration date. You get to have a discussion with each other about whether or not you want to stay friends and you can try to figure out together how to navigate those waters.

 I don’t want our precious last weeks full of crying and fighting. I can’t be bitter. I can’t punish him and myself because he decided he didn’t want me. If I didn’t think I could contain my bitterness I would’ve already ended it.

 Since I have this expiration date, I can ask him all those pathetic questions that will pop into my head~
If things don’t work out with her do you think you would give us another chance? (Yes, he would actually marry me.) hah.

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